suppose this has nothing to do with your entry but ill go for it...last night as my mind was scrolling through its daily filmstrip of events, as the rest of me wound down for some type of rest for the night, a sudden flash of old brought me to tears, so much so that i had to sit up and shake myself back into this present age.  a random memory of old, something having to do with new cement, 3am, you and erica, laying on the front steps just enjoying the fact that life was to be lived.  seems the air was so much easier to breathe then.