Month: March 2005

  • went to the OCEA Christian Ministries Conference on friday with
    marlies, lydia, and jen.  it was good.  one of things that
    has been stuck in my head since then is just how common it is for us,
    as humans, to be wishing our minutes, hours, days, &c away. 
    its sad.  i catch myself doing it and i just wanna walk up to the
    nearest person and ask them to kick me in the freakin forehead..

    every day
    is a gift from God and yet i've spent prolly half the days of my life
    looking forward to (or dreading) something that isn't even
    promised.  i should be
    happy with this very moment and live it in a way that is gonna make my
    God smile down on me.

  • i've decided that i rilly do hate computers.. well, its more like a love/hate relationship.  i wish they weren't such a big part of our day to day lives in this country but at the same time, take mine away and i don't know what to do...


    not much has been goin on.  monday was good.  cafe in the afternoon (when did 10am become afternoon??) which was fun.  pretty relaxed--i wasn't busy at all.  at one point i was just sitting at a table talkin to someone.  didn't have to babysit which was awesome.  class.  got out a half hour early.  the prof said he thought we were being cranky so he let us go.  hes hilarious.  bible study at amandas.  always fun.  i kinda feel like an outsider there at times tho.  not because of anyone else but just my own thoughts getting the worst of me. 


    anyways, after the bible study i decided to stop at barnes and noble.  i was sitting at one of the tables there in the starbucks area tryin to read when i realized that a couple tables over there was a ESL tutoring thing going on.  when they were finished i went over to the woman who was teaching and we talked for a decent amount of time.  she was really sweet and i wonder if i was supposed to be there at that time to talk to her.. no coincidences, right?  funniest thing tho--i was talkin to erica last nite and realized that she & jim were upstairs studying the same time i was there. 


    yesterday was about normal..i went to school, took a nap, did hw, watched gilmore girls, did some more hw, watched whose line, and eventually went to bed.


    so thats me.


    i think its time for a nap.  wow.  a nap at 11am.  sad.


    peace