May 3, 2005

  • so today (as in the 2nd) was my mom's birthday.  last nite i hung streamers on the outside of her bedroom door, on the door to the porch, around the flowers i got her, and some in her car.  i think it made her smile which makes me happy.  we fight quite a bit but you'll have that... she's all i've got in this world, though, so i neeed to watch it. 


    today has been a long one.  it was good, then really good, then lame, then pretty crappy, and now good again i guess.


    good cuz it was my moms birthday. 


    then good in class just cuz i was completely amused.  that class is always amusing.  birdsall had us "picking teams" for this worksheet that most people didn't even finish.  there were 3 or 4 people in the front of the room playing the captains i guess.. this one girl--hailey i think, said she wanted me to be in her group..then this guy, bert (?), thats in one of my other classes picked me cuz i guess he didn't hear hailey..and then, when he figured out i was already in a group he said sumthin and this chris guy, the other "captain" was like--o shes already picked?  and acted like he was disappointed.  later.. bert was like 'fine, i'm not going to sit next to u in american lit" and i was just laughing and he goes 'yeah shes prolly thinking-'finally''  it was fun.  i'll actually almost miss that class.  i like all the people in the class, birdsall is a good prof, and the material we've covered has been decent.


    good continued--took my mom out to eat (el rincon!  good food!!)--until i decided to go to b&n with erica, jim & mike.. between the 4 of us, i don't think anyone was in a great mood.  i was still upset about a comment jim made the other nite (one of the many examples of my crazy sensitiveness (is that a word?)).  mike and erica were tired i guess..and i'm not sure whats goin on with jim.. he and i have been clashing lately and i'm not a fan of the situation 


    and then it got worse.  i wasn't real happy when i got home and then i flipped out on this guy i hardly know..  he prolly thinks i'm completely crazy and i wouldn't blame him if he never talks to me again..


    and now here i am.  fairly convinced i'm skipping my 7:45 class in the AM..again.  i have to go on thursday--its the last day of class and i'll need to turn in sumthin but--


    o-my goodness...i'm such a slacker.


    ok.. on that note...


    ((haha--one last random thing..those crazies sent me an invitation to join another honors society.. it must be random cuz i'm pretty sure i'm not an honor student))


     


    peace out--