Month: May 2005

  • an all~nighter with the Best Friend a girl could ask for...



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    I will sacrifice a thank offering to You and call on the name of the Lord.
    ((Ps 116:17))

  • so today (as in the 2nd) was my mom's birthday.  last nite i hung streamers on the outside of her bedroom door, on the door to the porch, around the flowers i got her, and some in her car.  i think it made her smile which makes me happy.  we fight quite a bit but you'll have that... she's all i've got in this world, though, so i neeed to watch it. 


    today has been a long one.  it was good, then really good, then lame, then pretty crappy, and now good again i guess.


    good cuz it was my moms birthday. 


    then good in class just cuz i was completely amused.  that class is always amusing.  birdsall had us "picking teams" for this worksheet that most people didn't even finish.  there were 3 or 4 people in the front of the room playing the captains i guess.. this one girl--hailey i think, said she wanted me to be in her group..then this guy, bert (?), thats in one of my other classes picked me cuz i guess he didn't hear hailey..and then, when he figured out i was already in a group he said sumthin and this chris guy, the other "captain" was like--o shes already picked?  and acted like he was disappointed.  later.. bert was like 'fine, i'm not going to sit next to u in american lit" and i was just laughing and he goes 'yeah shes prolly thinking-'finally''  it was fun.  i'll actually almost miss that class.  i like all the people in the class, birdsall is a good prof, and the material we've covered has been decent.


    good continued--took my mom out to eat (el rincon!  good food!!)--until i decided to go to b&n with erica, jim & mike.. between the 4 of us, i don't think anyone was in a great mood.  i was still upset about a comment jim made the other nite (one of the many examples of my crazy sensitiveness (is that a word?)).  mike and erica were tired i guess..and i'm not sure whats goin on with jim.. he and i have been clashing lately and i'm not a fan of the situation 


    and then it got worse.  i wasn't real happy when i got home and then i flipped out on this guy i hardly know..  he prolly thinks i'm completely crazy and i wouldn't blame him if he never talks to me again..


    and now here i am.  fairly convinced i'm skipping my 7:45 class in the AM..again.  i have to go on thursday--its the last day of class and i'll need to turn in sumthin but--


    o-my goodness...i'm such a slacker.


    ok.. on that note...


    ((haha--one last random thing..those crazies sent me an invitation to join another honors society.. it must be random cuz i'm pretty sure i'm not an honor student))


     


    peace out--

  • lots has been goin on and yet i've finished lots of nothing on that paper i started forever ago.


    so what has been going on?


    i have been way too girly for my own good in a number of ways, which i will refrain from describing here.  if u know me well, u will prolly know the specifics and that is more than anyone needs to know at any given time.  if u have some bizarre desire to know more on that note, feel free to ask me but i'm not making any promises.


    i have been way too sensitive for my own good.  i am sorry to those who have been reaping the aftershocks.


    i have been way too much of a procrastinator--that is why it is Sunday night (Monday morning?) and i have less than 700 words on that stupid paper.  hmph.