Month: July 2005

  • So i'm taking this workshop right now called Language & Literacy Instruction in Multicultural Settings and i'm really liking it.  the class is 2 weeks long, monday thru friday from 1pm to 4:45pm.  the time goes by relatively fast because its a workshop and we do different things.  it would kill if it were a lecture tho, i'm sure. 


    monday we had "A Japanese Language Lesson" presented by a woman who teaches Japanese in akron public schools--my old school actually, tho i didn't recognize her.  she came in and just started talking to the class in Japanese as tho we were American students in Japan trying to learn Japanese as our second language.  it put things into SO much perspective.  prolly an experience i will never forget.  or at least one i hope i never forget.


    yesterday we had a "Multicultural Panel: Meeting the Challenge of Cultural and Linguistic Diversity" where 3 women from different countries, now working with ESL students, told us a little about their lives and how it was first coming to the US and having to learn English.  the first woman was from Bosnia and has an incredibly powerful story.  her name is Ksenija and she was there during the war.  i've ever gotten the opportunity to sit down and listen to someone who lived in a country where there was a civil war going on.  it blows my mind to think of all the things that i take for granted.. i guess i needed that kind of a wake up call.  i mean, this woman had to walk 5-10 miles to and from, risking her life, just to get water.  her husband was taken prisoner at one point, tho they were reunited 4 years later.  her 8 year old daughter was taken to a refugee camp by herself, away from her family for nearly a year.  Ksenija, carrying her 2 year old daughter, for weeks or maybe even months, walked during the night and hid during the day, trying to get away from the war-torn country. 


    wow.


    another of the women, Hoa, from Vietnam, was given up for adoption because she was born into a very poor family where there were 6 brothers and 4 sisters ahead of her.  when she was about 12 years old she escaped from Vietnam to Cambodia and then to Thailand, eventually making it to the US where she lived with her sister in a house (no parents) and had to learn English & Chinese at the same time (worked in a Chinese restaurant where cook only spoke Chinese) on top of going to school. 


    The other woman, Nat, short for Nattakarn, from Thailand claimed she had a "boring story" but it was still a great experience to listen to how she adapted when she came to the US and is now able to help kids/teens who are going thru the same thing. 


    today our "feature attraction" is a presentation from a woman named Lena called "Working with Muslim Children in School" which should be interesting and it will hopefully help me better understand Muslims.


    well, i'm sure i'll write more about the class as this week and next go by. 


    as for now, i have to finish my reading for class.  peace--

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    congrats to Billy & Amanda, aka the new Mr. & Mrs. William Lott!!


     


     
















































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  • so i woke up this morning thinking about yesterday...

    about how my mom called and woke me up, singing the happy birthday song. 
    about how erica wished me a happy birthday when i took her to work in the AM but played it off just a bit too much. 
    about how dre called and talked for a while then sang me this random song (his own creation). 
    about how my mom got me the coolest card in the entire universe (if you haven't seen it yet, track me down and ask to.  u will be amazed.  rilly.) 
    about bible study and the lesson josh had, which only reminded me of the way i felt coming back from poland and philly, as well as other "mission trips". 
    about the look that the girls had on their faces when they came at me with the blindfold and held my arms so i couldn't move or take it off. 
    about how awkward i felt just standing there, not able to see, but at the same time, not able to quit smiling. 
    about the feeling of bein in the front seat of a car and not able to see where we were goin.
    about the complete ridiculousness of being led thru luigis with a blindfold on.
    about being sat down at a table, the blindfold taken off and being pleasantly surprised to see everyone sitting there.
    about feeling blessed to have such good friends.
    about nathan, jim, and josh sitting next to me and dramatically opening the gifts some of my friends bought me.
    about how much we laughed.
    about the crazy big ice cream cake.
    about listening to Christine's voicemail and laughing hysterically, the e-card she sent me, as well as the random IMs.
    about the messages people left me on xanga (kat, esther, and erica) that made me smile.
    about the messages people left me on facebook (cassie, flaker, and renee) which also made me smile.
    about the other IMs from people (kevin B and emily as well as a few others) which, again, made me smile.
    **edit**
    about jeremy's IM saying he was sorry he missed my "surprise" party.  another smile.


     


    ...and then i remembered that 2 years ago today my dad died.  downer, huh?  well, today will prolly suck a bit but my point for writing all of that other stuff is just to thank everyone for helping me forget about it



    my birthday was awesome. 


    thank you so much!   

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    so Shine 05 is offically over.  its always a bit sad for me to see the end of events like this.  God willing, there will be a Shine 06, and many more following, but still... its the end of this particular round of Shine--we will never again see Project Shine 2005. 


    i worked at 3 different sites and at each one, i was blessed to serve with a great group of adults and youth.  we def got a lot done this year     at my first site, our crew was painting a house.  half-way thru thursday, JV came and took me to a different site bc Angie had to leave for a meeting and they needed another adult.  ((totally bizarre that i'm considered an adult, by the way))  friday, marlies and i got to do some interior painting with 4 great girls.  overall, i'd say it was an awesome week.  i was beat at the end of every day, but i think if they told me we were going at it again monday, i'd be ready for it.


     


     


    two people who mean a lot to me got some terrible news friday and since its not exactly my place to be posting it online, i'll just end this entry with the reminder that i love you and i'm praying for you, esp during this rough time.

  • so yesterday was composed of a much needed trip down to west virginia.  now, i've been to less than 10 of the 50 states and a few places outside, but i'm pretty sure i could see the whole world and west virginia would still be my favorite place, or at the very least, rank in the top 5.  i love it.  rivesville to be more specific. 


    life has been rough lately.  i figure this time of year will always be hard for me.  it brings back so many memories of my dad.  a trip to west virginia, where his old house is, makes life a bit easier tho.  last year, i met denise, diana, and jim (my half-sibs), as well as some cousins, an aunt, and some other folks "down home" (as my dad would say) to scatter his ashes by this old tree he planted when he was young.  this year will mark #2.  i'm not looking forward to the day.  maybe i'll go back down...


    i broke out this poem the other nite that i wrote a few days before he died.. i hadn't read it in more than a year.  by the time i got to the end, tears were everywhere and my whole body was shaking.  that was friday.  saturday morning i got up and drove down with my trusty companion, sherlock (my pooch).  its about a 3 1/2 hour drive to rivesville. not bad.  i've only been there 3 or 4 times including the trip i made with my dad almost 10 years ago, but i know the way by heart now.



    its a beautiful little town.  very west virginia.  when i went down there with kat and pete a year or two ago, we stopped at this post office (that was the first time i'd been since with my dad many moons before), and i was askin the guy if he knew where the street was.  and he goes, "oh, who are you looking for?"  and i said sumthin along the lines of "the old Floyd place" and he goes, "i know exactly where you are talking about" then proceeded to give us directions.  i love it.  people still know each other in that little town.


     



    this is the street or road...or trail (hehe) that the house is on.  its seriously wide enuf for one car only and it better be a fairly small car at that.  if another car is comin from the opposite direction, one of ya'll is gonna have to back up into a driveway which is not always an easy thing as the houses are quite a distance apart sometimes.


     



    this is the old house.  it has definately seen better days with the roof caved in many places and the front steps almost completely rotted thru.  i love it tho and with any "luck," i will restore it one day and make it a home once again.  theres some guy who owns the adjoining property and has his eye on this one but it will stay my family if i have anything to do with it.


    anyway, there are a bunch of other pix if u have any desire to check 'em out.  nothing too exciting but they're there nevertheless.


    i'm out for now, i suppose.


    peace--

  • ok so this entry mite have an actual point.  i can't promise anything but thats the goal as of right now.


    i was watching dawsons creek (don't laugh) and at the end of the episode this song was playing with one particular line that caught my attention.  "i'm waiting for my real life to begin." 


    i proceeded to get online to track down the lyrics and download the song on ares.  i'm sitting here listening to the song for the 3rd or 4th time now.  i like the song. i'm not sure if i should attribute this to the 7 years in a performing arts school/program with classes in music fundamentals and theory or my major in english but i'm analyzing the song--the music and the lyrics.  for some reason it intrigues me.  wanted to share part of the lyrics::


    When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened
    But in my dreams, I slew the dragon
    And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane
    I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again...
    Any minute now, my ship is coming in

    I'll keep checking the horizon
    And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call
    It's gonna happen soon, soon, oh so very soon
    It's just that times are lean

    And you say, be still my love
    Open up your heart, let the light shine in
    Don't you understand
    I already have a plan
    I'm waiting for my real life to begin


    so yeah.  i don't know if it was the point of the song, but it got me thinking about how much i am sitting here kind of just "waiting for my real life to begin" and how much this is my real life--right here and right now is all i am guaranteed.  this is it.


    i think i'll go do sumthin productive now. 


    make it a good one





     

  • yesterday was good.


    went to sunday school and church.


    came home and just relaxed for a while.


    jim & erica came and picked me up and we went out to the yokums where a bunch of people were meeting to go to the fireworks.  fireworks were good this year, i thought.  they seemed to go a lot longer than normal...the finale wasn't as cool as i remember but overall, v. good.  we had a huge group of people.. i'm not even sure who half of them were but it was fun.  after the fireworks were over, a bunch of people went back to the yokums and they made a fire out in the back and grilled hotdogs.  it was cool. 


    nathan let me borrow a book.  i read a little bit last nite and i'm excited about it.  Serching for God Knows What by Donald Miller.  i really like Miller's style just from reading Blue Like Jazz..and nathan was telling me that he (Miller) has kind of est. a circle of authors with a similar style so this could lead to even more books on my list of "To Read..."  (i'm currently reading at least 5 books and i have a scroll's worth of books i want to read.  fun times)


    so i have "family" coming over.  i'm personally not real thrilled.  its more like family of family.  people i don't know and i mean this in the best possible way but--people i have no real desire to get to know.  theres a good chance i won't see them again for another year (or ten) and it just seems pointless.  it'll be a bunch of polite small talk composed of stupid questions like "do you go to school?  what is your major?  do you have a job?  what do you want to do when you graduate?" and then i'll have to come up with crap to ask them so they won't think i'm being rude.  oy.


    sorry for complaining.  i guess i better go get ready.


    hope everyone has a good day