Month: June 2006

  • Dulce Et Decorum Est

    Wilfred Owen
    (1893-1918)


    Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
    Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
    Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
    And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
    Men marched asleep.  Many had lost their boots
    But limped on, blood-shod.  All went lame; all blind;
    Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
    Of disappointed shells that dropped behind.


    GAS!  Gas!  Quick boys!--An ecstasy of fumbling,
    Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
    But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
    And floundering like a man in fire or lime.--
    Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light
    As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

    In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
    He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.


    If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
    Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
    And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
    His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
    If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
    Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
    Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
    Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,--
    My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
    To children ardent for some desperate glory,
    The old Lie:  Dulce et decorum est
    Pro patria mori.


     


     


     

  • feeling rejuvenated

    my little mini-vacation did exactly what i had hoped and despite the fact that i ran over a turtle, everything went well.


     


    sometimes i feel more at home in west virginia than i do here... is that strange?


     


    i am the embodiment of an oxymoron.


     


     


     

  • temporary solutions...

    today was my last day of spanish (crazy!!--crazy that i'm actually going to miss it ) and my fitzgerald & hemingway class starts monday. 


    now i don't make a practice of relying on horoscopes but every once in a while i look at mine and, believe it or not, it usually lines up with whats going on in my life.  take today's for example:: "Kudos for your attitude -- all your perseverance is paying off. Get ready to relax"  (courtesy of yahoo astrology). 


    i've been putting a decent amount of effort into this spanish class and so this weekend i decided to take a much needed break--


    i'm going to west virginia.  


    i'll leave tonight after i get out of work (5:30) and drive to the hotel which is about 3 and a half hours away.  not bad.  then tomorrow i'll spend some time at the old house in rivesville.  after that?  i'm not entirely sure but it will include, if all goes well, a few little mini-adventures and some serious relaxing.  i'll stay another night then drive back sunday afternoon. 


    i am very much looking forward to this.  it will be, i hope, a solution (if only temporary) to the ick i've been feeling as of late. 


     


     

  • Father's Day...

    ...just around the corner.


    and yet it is so far away. 


     


    i'm always thinking of him though the distance seems greater with each passing moment. 


    he is everywhere and no where at the same time.


     



     


     


    what am i supposed to do with this?


     


     


     


     

  • you know you have a real friend when he gets down on his hands and knees in a nasty movie theater to get your pen