three o'clock. past, actually. and i should really be asleep.
...but i'm not. obviously.
i have to be at work in 6 hours which may sound like a while but past experience has proven that i need a decent night's sleep if i'm going to be worth much at the library. too many crazies to deal with there. you have no idea...
i came upstairs a lil before midnight thinking i'd read for a while then go to sleep. didn't work out that way though. i've tried listening to music, writing, reading some more... i guess when you sleep til 1pm and do essentially nothing all day, it makes for a rough going-to-sleep process (something you'd think i would have picked up on by now). also, i suppose it doesn't really help that i keep going over certain events of the fairly recent past and thinking about certain things that might--hopefully--happen in the fairly near future..
yeah...call me captain specifics but i guess i'm torn between wanting to vent and not feeling quite comfortable to do so just yet.
this post has been entirely worthless. i apologize to anyone who is actually reading it.
with any luck, i'll close my lil iBook, cuddle up in bed and enjoy a few really great hours of sleep. then, i'll wake up in the morning, refreshed and ready to go, and set off for an absolutely wonderful day.
...or something like that.
....anyway, i hope everyone had a lovely Christmas and is enjoying more time off from work than myself.
peace--
dean martin
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